Exhaustion

Trying to kick the caffeine habit sucks a lot. Why did it seem so much easier last time? Oh right, I didn't have a toddler!

I've been trying to get myself off of caffeine in anticipation for a potential offspring. So far, I'm pretty regular but no extra pink line. Funny enough, I'm relieved. Things are so crazy with the move and such, I would have no issues waiting to actually get prego toward the end of the year. But we'll see what happens.

J and I are not actively trying. While I'm not on Birth Control and we do tango regularly, we're not checking to see if I'm ovulating or the timing in any way. I'll worry about doing that stuff later. Meanwhile though, I do need to get less dependant on caffeine. But that might require sleeping more. Right, like I have the luxury.

Changes

My son is now 21 months. How crazy is that? I still remember being pregnant with him like it was yesterday.

I have to admit, though this age is very trying, it's also SO fulfilling. Not only do I get the most affectionate little toddler with a lively personality, I get a cuddly little baby when he goes to bed. It's amazing how he LOOKS so much younger when he's sleepy.

At the end of this month, we're all moving to a new home. We finally bought ourselves a home to grow into. Much bigger then ours but more importantly, one with a yard! I can't wait for all the outdoor activities we'll now be able to do together!

Hope everyone else is doing okay!