Not up for it.

Before I got pregnant, my greatest fear was not getting pregnant. I find that this fear can’t hold a candle to the fear and anxiety of actually being pregnant and hoping nothing goes wrong.

Before I got pregnant, I use to think I would log every aspect of my pregnancy. If not through blogging then at least some other method. Now I find that talking about my fears just feeds them and that’s one thing I really don’t need.

I apologize if people were looking forward to a pregnancy blog with all the updates on every little aspect of my time. I just can’t do it. Maybe it’ll change and maybe it won’t. As of right now, I just need to get through this with as little thinking as possible.