Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Not up for it.

Before I got pregnant, my greatest fear was not getting pregnant. I find that this fear can’t hold a candle to the fear and anxiety of actually being pregnant and hoping nothing goes wrong.

Before I got pregnant, I use to think I would log every aspect of my pregnancy. If not through blogging then at least some other method. Now I find that talking about my fears just feeds them and that’s one thing I really don’t need.

I apologize if people were looking forward to a pregnancy blog with all the updates on every little aspect of my time. I just can’t do it. Maybe it’ll change and maybe it won’t. As of right now, I just need to get through this with as little thinking as possible.


Anonymous javi said...

hey sweetie,
I can't even begin to imagine what this must be like for you. There's something my mom always told me what it was like for her to have children - she mentioned the quote of how having children is like having your heart walking around outside of your body. The fears and worries going through your head right now must be so much more intense because this time in your life with your baby is so delicate. InshaAllah it'll all be okay and you'll have a beautiful healthy baby soon enough (few more months !yay :) hehe ).
*hugs* you two are going to be such amazing parents :)

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